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Modern writers, modern writers,
What there is I? To what I aspire?
In what the happiness is and for what we here?
One questions without answers, as the flu which has come in September,
Will torment you in bed lonely,
Having left again in drowsiness.
Life events, energy vigorous
Attract me in whirlpool puts.
In streams of time with a speed in a year,
We fly by ….
I have reflected and did not know what to write further, knew more correctly, but could not find the necessary rhyme. The day off, and behind a window there was a cloudy weather, during such moments I was "covered". I set often to myself questions, with what verses began. With the years all were added new and new, and answers to the old differed that were ten years ago. When you go across old Moscow and pass by beautiful merchant houses you understand, that any hundred years ago the life there boiled. People planned, gave birth to children, earned conditions, and here in this private residence for hundred years after revolution, there was what warehouse, then a shelter with library, and here already it is office of the next company. And at the best descendants of these people will show to the grandsons living in "hrushevkah", a photo family pradedovskih private residences.
There are three ways to learn wisdom of a life - the first and most simple way after the first visiting of your head of a question WHO I???
You approach to a mirror, look to yourself in youthful eyes and spit in reflexion. Live in beat non-stop, enjoy the moment and take pleasure while it allows you your young body, by thirty years clubs, sex, drugs, alcohol, speed on mkadu under 200 km. At an o'clock replace with cable TV with beer, the Internet, public transport. You will get to yourself second half because from a personal ego you will be toshnit, and in a society all is accepted that «as at people», a family, children and you obeying a gregarious instinct arrive so …. The most desperate sometimes arrive in a counterbalance to a society, but it already other history about «dogs in a cage, free wolves considering» ….
Way the second, extended enough in an inhabitancy under the name "Megacity". Arrive in a following order, at first a way the first, then years through five small dosages by means of means mass zombiing (mass-media) and the modern literature you form the "" opinion and live by rules of "the successful person», in case of favorable delivery of "offsets" in the form of a career ladder and financial success you acquire the licence for the right «to learn others». I wish to notice, that the given way to be cult in our society, and adherents of the first way envy followers of the second, those in turn despise them and as a sign of the superiority and edification sometimes deprive of poor fellows of the earned bonuses and salaries.
The third and most difficult way is a search and eternal doubts. The most terrible, that it can come at any moment, both to, and after two above the listed. Also that the most insulting - it and will not give you a definite answer.
I am deeply assured, that my answers should vary some more time, and probably there will be new questions. But mine to you council, passing by older persons, wise my reader, look it in eyes, try to understand, what way this person in due time has chosen and ask it one simple question, whether it is happy ….? And then wonder, what you of see in an old age? Whether also that way which you have chosen, you will lead to your representations? You doubt?! It is already good, means you on a correct way. After all only search grants to us is right to come nearer to true.
Modern writers, modern writers,
Read - poems about love shop of 5 pockets of the swine to download to download prezintatsiju,
Yours faithfully
Alexey Belkov.
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